Why?

I usually don't ask God why is this happening to me. I'm always praying for God to use me to help others. I'm tired of helping. Why me! Thank you Pastor Lucas for a great sermon on this.
https://subsplash.com/expectation/media/mi/+nk5st64#message#doubt 
Check it out here.

Heres a little check up on me. Its been awhile since I have been on here. I have more to share this week. Need to play catch up. I'm doing chemo for 6 months. When I first heard this I wanted to cry. It's not as bad as it sounds. Looking for a highlight... I'm on a week and off three weeks. So really its 6 weeks of chemo spread out. I go to the oncologist all the time but I love my doctors. I will also be having more MRIs. I also don't mind those. I either pray for my cancer people I meet or take a nap. 

I'm tired all the time. I need quiet time and a nap everyday. I'm also super nauseous. It hits out of no wear. Have to get the protein in me. Nuts nuts and more nuts. Protein bars. I would love someone to eat for me. I have do too much I'm in bed hard. Praise God I don't have a job. 

Pity parties. I hate them. I'm learning you don't have to be happy all the time. Working on self control. I loose it fast with my family. Words hurt me. 

Thank you so much for your prayers. Thank you for all my little happies. My hats, jewelry, healthy things, your words, lunch and food. I know I am loved. I don't wish this on anyone. 

This morning I was so encouraged by one of the biggest overcomes I know, Christine Mills. AMAZING!

Heres a preview for Fridays. I want to make them God moment Friday. This is where you share the God moment you had this week. It could be a simple moment where someone gave you something like jeans from the cashier at the grocery store. They didn't fit but it was the act of kindness. I look for moments where I can talk about Jesus. It's crazy how God gives them to me. Look for your moment to share on Friday. I expect comments. Share my blog to others. 

I will be sharing about caregivers later... 

Smooches! 

This moved me this morning!